Being a writer, I often find myself sitting at the computer
trying to make something God is telling me make sense like a sentence. I want
it to have a structure that I can understand with a subject, a verb, and
properly placed prepositions. It can sometimes take me forever to write Rhema
because I am trying to say what God is saying in a way that will encourage you
or make you feel better. There are some days that just doesn’t work. Today is
one of those days though I tried hard to make it work. God said to me, ‘just
tell the story.’ Sounded so easy but it wasn’t! I just didn’t know what to do
with what He was saying. I woke up with one line echoing in my head, “Speak,
Lord, your servant is listening.” I knew exactly where to find it in the Bible
because I have read this passage many times before and actually pray it every
week when preparing to write Rhema. Today, I heard it differently and I just
wasn’t quite sure what was supposed to come next. I didn’t hear anything else.
So I went to the story and read it again.
I thought it might be best if you read it for yourself so that you really feel it. Here goes...
“One
night Eli, who was almost blind by now, had gone to bed. The lamp of God
had not yet gone out, and Samuel was sleeping in the Tabernacle near the Ark of
God. Suddenly the Lord called out, “Samuel!” “Yes?” Samuel replied. “What
is it?” He got up and ran to Eli. “Here I am. Did you call me?” “I didn’t call
you,” Eli replied. “Go back to bed.” So he did. Then the Lord called out
again, “Samuel!” Again Samuel got up and went to Eli. “Here I am. Did you call
me?” “I didn’t call you, my son,” Eli said. “Go back to bed.” Samuel did
not yet know the Lord because he had never had a message from the Lord before.
So the Lord called a third time, and once more Samuel got up and went to Eli.
“Here I am. Did you call me?” Then Eli realized it was the Lord who was calling
the boy. So he said to Samuel, “Go and lie down again, and if someone calls
again, say, ‘Speak, Lord, your servant is listening.’” So Samuel went back to
bed. And the Lord came and called as before, “Samuel! Samuel!” And Samuel
replied, “Speak, your servant is listening.” Then the Lord said to
Samuel, “I am about to do a shocking thing in Israel. I am going to carry
out all my threats against Eli and his family, from beginning to end. I
have warned him that judgment is coming upon his family forever, because his
sons are blaspheming God and he hasn’t disciplined them. So I have vowed that
the sins of Eli and his sons will never be forgiven by sacrifices or offerings.”
(1 Sam. 3: 2 – 14 NLT)
That was deep, right? Well...then I heard this. “Are you listening out for Me to call your name? Are you expecting Me to
speak and give you instruction or are you sleeping through it and letting My
voice continue to go unrecognized? The solution to your issue cannot be found
with man but instead, it can only be found in Me.” Well, okay then, God! It was a strong word but
it made me sit up and pay attention to the fact that God wants to be heard. He
isn’t speaking for no reason. If you are one that has never heard from God or
recognized His voice in the word, in your spirit, or even audibly, this does
not give you an out. The text was very specific in noting that Samuel had never
heard from the Lord before but once he knew, he acted and God took him to the
next level. He trusted Samuel with a hard assignment and though afraid, Samuel
followed through with it and God rewarded him with His presence. “As Samuel grew up, the Lord was with him,
and everything Samuel said proved to be reliable. And all Israel, from
Dan in the north to Beersheba in the south, knew that Samuel was confirmed as a
prophet of the Lord. The Lord continued to appear at Shiloh and gave
messages to Samuel there at the Tabernacle.” (1 Sam 3: 19 -21 NLT)
God is speaking but He wants to know that you are listening.
The Message translates the line as, “Speak, God. I’m your servant, ready to
listen.” Are you ready to listen? It’s no longer acceptable to use tradition as
an excuse. That’s not what they do at my church. My family will think I’m crazy
if I say God told me. I’m too young, old, etc. This is important for your
spiritual walk and your relationship. The trust factor that God has been
highlighting for the last several weeks comes down to this. How can you trust a
voice that you refuse to acknowledge? How can you go forward with an
instruction that you can’t hear? God called out to Samuel three times before
Eli explained to him that it was God. How many messages have you missed? Aren’t
you tired of missing Him because you’ve been distracted by people, confusion,
and things. So, I both challenge and encourage you to get in your secret place
TODAY and meet with God.
You see what God is telling you might save someone’s life.
It might change the direction that someone is walking in. What God told Samuel
was difficult. He had to tell Eli that his family was going to be punished for
all they had done and it couldn’t be stopped with a sacrifice or an offering.
That’s hard! Eli was Samuel’s mentor and he loved him. But God had an
assignment for Samuel that He wanted to make sure was heard. Eli accepted what
Samuel shared and God ensured that people knew that Samuel was truly hearing from
Him. You see, when God is speaking to you, you don’t have to be afraid to obey.
He is going to cover and keep you. When
He tells you to speak, speak! When He tells you to be quiet, shut it! If this is hard to read, trust me, I’m right
there with you. I asked Him to speak and that I would listen so I also had to
obey. This was my daily lesson in obedience. Saints, God is speaking to you and
now He wants to know your response. I have a suggestion… “Speak Lord, your
servant is listening.”
Amen.